The Plateau of the Heart

Plateaus aren't bad, right? They have their purpose. As I stand atop this one, I gaze out my bedroom window, reflecting on how far I've almost come. This past month has been a journey of self-discovery and growth. I've mustered the courage to bring hidden aspects of myself (bad self-worth and a closed heart) out into the open. Specifically, I've found a newfound appreciation for my independence and at the same time, a deepened longing for a soulmate.

Every night, I've been listening to a voice in my head (Marc), gently reminding me that I am beautiful and that only good things come my way. And it seems to be working, as notable changes have begun to unfold. Just recently, I have had chance dates and encounters with men that were exciting, sexy and wonderful. It's worth mentioning that I hadn't dated or met anyone interesting in the past year before "Your Soulmate Magnet." However, disappointingly, none of these connections seemed to stick around, and now my dating life has seemingly leveled off. (Why do men want to date when they have a girlfriend? Ugh.)

But it's not just in the realm of romance that I've experienced shifts. My friendships have deepened, and invitations into the lives of my friends has increased. I've formed a special bond with a precious four-year-old named Rosealee and her mother. In nurturing their relationship, I find solace in healing my own inner child. And somehow, I've gained a magnetic charm that seems to make me more attractive to people in general. (Downtown corny parades can be fun.)

Surprisingly, this month has also brought me back to the doors of a church. While I'm not traditionally religious, I have found solace and healing within the music and the sense of community that permeates these sacred spaces. It's as if they hold a potent healing energy that resonates with my soul. The church's involvement in community service underscores my belief that they can bring about positive change.

The transformation I've undergone has rippled into the depths of my heart. It seriously feels lighter and more open than ever before. It almost feels like light could pass through it. Honest. I've noticed a significant reduction in the emotional pain (lonely) that once plagued me, and while there still a few moments of anxiety and mild depression, their weight has lessened considerably. This shift gives me hope and reassurance that healing is indeed possible by shifting the unconscious mind.

Perhaps most compelling is the newfound strength I possess in setting boundaries and honoring my self-worth. I find myself confidently rejecting unwanted advances from men, recognizing that I deserve only what is good for me. It's a testament to the growth I've experienced and the lessons I've learned on this journey toward self-love and acceptance.
So, as I stand here still in limbo, I embrace it.

While the road ahead may be uncertain, I am filled with a renewed sense of purpose and passion, ready to live my life with even greater intention to work as an author, actor and comic, and to get my film produced. The beauty of life resides in the ever-changing nature of the friendships I form with men and women. Some connections may appear to effortlessly fade away, yet they leave behind valuable lessons etched deep within. Friends can be soulmates I think. It’s hard to find the good ones.

It is through these experiences that I have learned the importance of loving myself first, finding my voice, and having the courage to let go of anything that does not align with my true purpose - to be loved and love. In the span of just 30 days, something truly remarkable happened. Also, a new tenant at my house in Florida moved in, and my income at work is now earning me an additional $1,300 per month in income. It dawned on me that perhaps, just like a magnet attracts iron, I too have become a magnet for financial abundance.

But that's not all! I have recently been blessed with the opportunity to showcase my talents on a YouTube channel with a whopping 1.7 million subscribers. The sheer excitement and surreal experience of starring in a video for such a vast audience is simply mind-boggling. Life keeps surprising me, and I couldn't be happier for the wild journey that lies ahead.

However, amidst these fleeting connections, there is a man I have been conversing with from Florida. Our conversations have spanned across months, and as we inch closer to finally meeting, my excitement grows. Unlike the other encounters I've had, he has consistently displayed sincerity and gentlemanly behavior, drawing me in deeper. Our inability to meet sooner due to personal circumstances - his sick sister and my presence in Asheville - has only heightened the anticipation for our January rendezvous when I travel down for the winter. It occurs to me that perhaps, like the keys that are right in front of us but often go unnoticed, this person from Tampa might have been the one I've been searching for all along. Only time will reveal the truth. Nonetheless, I feel more prepared now than ever before. My heart has opened, and my sense of self-worth is intact. I eagerly embrace the idea of love, willing to navigate through the inevitable challenges that arise in a partnership. So, I carry on with a hopeful spirit, wishing everyone joyful holidays and an extraordinary 2024 filled with love and fulfillment.

Heart Opening

I feel so much better today, both physically and emotionally. The rejuvenating power of nature never fails to amaze me, especially when I spend time at Hickory Nut Farm outside Asheville. This time, I had the pleasure of being accompanied by a dear friend and her vibrant four-year-old daughter, Rosalee. It's incredible how much Rosalee teaches me about the beauty of honesty, reconnecting with my inner child, and finding pure joy in laughter. Each moment spent with them feels like a cherished invitation to play and embrace the wonders of life.

Speaking of invitations, something truly extraordinary happened today during my mountain retreat in North Carolina. A woman, whom I've had the pleasure of getting to know since March, extended a heartfelt gesture of friendship by inviting me into her home. I was taken aback by her openness and genuine warmth, especially when she confessed that she rarely invites anyone over. But that's not all; she surprised me once again by inviting me to her church service in Arden.

Now, I'll be honest - I'm not typically one for traditional church services. However, in that moment, something inside me recognized the significance of this invitation. It was as if a higher power whispered in my ear, urging me to seize this opportunity for personal growth and connection. And so, with an open heart and a curious spirit, I decided to attend.
Little did I know that this journey would lead me to unexpected revelations and a deeper sense of purpose. The experiences I've had, both at the farm and within the walls of that church, have truly opened my heart to new possibilities. With each passing day, I embrace this work of self-discovery and find solace in the connections I forge along the way. Today's encounter reminded me just how transformative and enlightening life can be when we allow ourselves to step outside our comfort zones and embrace the unknown.

I walked into a space bursting with life, filled to the brim with devout individuals clad in prayerful silence. The air buzzed with an electric energy, resonating through my very being. As the crowd united in harmony with an extraordinary band, I experienced a profound shift within myself. It was as if a weight lifted off my soul, granting me liberation and serenity. The sensation, nearly indescribable, manifested as a gentle breeze swirling in the core of my chest. This inexplicable transformation took place within the walls of a humble church, almost as if it were destined by the universe. Through unexpected invitations from long-standing friends who had never before beckoned me, I was led to this sacred haven. Now, as I lie in bed late into the evening, the ethereal feeling within remains. It's as if the very essence of my heart has transformed into buoyant air, inviting the wind to gracefully pass through its center. I ponder if this sensation signifies the embrace of an open heart, captivating and freeing in its essence.

My desire to meet my soulmate is profound now, and it is both a blessing and a curse. The craving for connection has intensified, making me wonder if this heightened need is normal. Am I where I should be on this journey? Reflecting on the teachings I have studied, the message was clear: to manifest what you desire, you must deeply and emotionally yearn for it. So here I am, feeling the palpable longing for that perfect partner. The question lingers, how much longer can I sustain this intense feeling without it becoming a reality? I remind myself that the recommended practice is to listen to the tape for a total of 67 nights, and I'm already halfway there. However, I also acknowledge the possibility that there may not be a soulmate waiting for me at the end of this program. The thought of living with this insatiable longing without finding my partner is unimaginable. Yet, I believe that this feeling will transmute once again. Interestingly, in the past thirty days, I have encountered two men with whom I felt a deeper connection than anyone else I've met in the past year. Sadly, they were not ready for a relationship. Could they be people I have crossed paths with, in other lives? Perhaps our brief encounters were meant to fulfill some unfinished karma.

Despite the challenges, I am embracing the fact that others, both friends and business acquaintances, seem more drawn to me than ever before. Nevertheless, I'm well aware that this is not an easy path. The highs and lows I experience are undeniably real, but they only fuel my determination to fully explore what the next month has in store for me.

Growing Pains

I am currently on day 21 of my journey, and unfortunately, I find myself experiencing a wave of anxiety once again. Despite the progress I have made with the audio program, I can't help but feel discouraged by the fact that the four dates I went on recently didn't lead to anything meaningful. It's a harsh reality that clashes with the pure contentment I had achieved thus far.
To counteract these negative emotions, I've decided to follow Lesley's advice from the accompanying notebook and create a vision board for my soulmate. The process of envisioning my ideal partner and repeating Lesley's words about not losing someone who isn't meant for me has been tremendously helpful.

Additionally, I've come to realize that this audio program may not bring my soulmate into my life until I become a soulmate to myself first - a notion deeply ingrained within the program itself.

Watching the Golden Bachelor TV show has been a trigger for me, particularly due to the age of the participants. Finding love becomes increasingly challenging as we mature, and this fact has been difficult to accept. However, I've started to remind myself that many women who are married or in partnerships are not with their soulmates. Instead, they settle for a relationship that feels more like companionship or convenience, lacking the passionate connection I desire. While there are undoubtedly happy and fulfilled couples out there, statistics reinforce my belief.
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In light of this, I've come to appreciate the freedom I currently possess. I have the opportunity to search for my soulmate without the financial dependence or responsibilities that often accompany marriage and children. This realization brings a sense of empowerment and reassurance. I must remain steadfast during these challenging times, navigating the uncertainties of dating and the periods when things don't feel quite right.

It has become easier to approach each date without lofty expectations, thanks to the soulmate magnet recording. However, it has also ignited a newfound desire for love and awakened dormant emotions, making it difficult to maintain the resigned mindset I once had. Resignation felt safe and predictable, providing a certain level of happiness in the solace of my own company, unburdened by the need for love. Now, I must find a way to balance my emotions and align them with the results I desire. It's a delicate equilibrium to achieve, but one that will ultimately lead me closer to finding the passionate and purposeful love I seek.

Dating Again. Keeping my Spirits Up.

It’s hard. Meeting men for dates has always been a challenge for me. But ever since I joined your Soulmate Magnet Program, my dating life has taken a complete turn. Suddenly, I find myself attracting a lot more attention from men. However, there's a catch. Most of the men who approach me these days seem to be either married, from out of town, or surprisingly short. And as someone who stands tall at 5'10", it's frustrating to encounter men who lie about their height. I can't help but roll my eyes every time it happens. Nonetheless, I must admit that there is a definite before and after to my dating life ever since I re-programmed my subliminal mind through your transformative program.

• When the disappointing date is over, I am truly fine in a way that I never thought possible before. In the past, a failed connection would send me spiraling into a place of despair and self-doubt. But now, I have grown and learned from those experiences. I can openly admit that I am relieved when a date doesn't work out, but I no longer feel despondent or defeated by it. Instead, I see it as an opportunity for growth and resilience in my dating journey.

• I have become more discerning and confident in my choices. I now have a clear set of boundaries that I won't compromise on. I refuse to try and make someone fit into my life when it's clear that they are not the right person for me.

• This past year, I have dedicated time and energy to truly be with myself, and it has resulted in an incredibly content and fulfilling single life. Truth be told, any man who enters my life would have to bring something truly extraordinary to top the happiness I have found within myself.
  This program has been the icing on the cake for me.

• It's funny how you would think listening to a soulmate program would make me yearn for a relationship even more, but it has also provided me with a sense of inner peace. It emphasizes the importance of self-love and healing from past wounds, teaching me not to settle for men of poor integrity.

• It has shifted my energy and altered my vibration. I am now sending out a resolute signal – I won't tolerate any nonsense or mistreatment from anyone.

• I have noticed that lately, my sexuality seems somewhat asleep at the wheel. Even when I encounter attractive men, I find that I want to take things very slow, without any rush into the bedroom. It's possible that there might be hormonal imbalances at play, given my age. However, I see it as another opportunity to explore a different side of myself. Maybe this phase of my life is about rediscovering sensuality on a deeper level, rather than solely focusing on physical attraction. It's fascinating to observe these shifts in my desires and embrace the journey of self-discovery that comes with them.
  

  In the meantime, I continue to live my life with passion and purpose, immersing myself in activities and hobbies that bring me joy and fulfillment. Whether it's taking long walks in nature, indulging in art and culture, or nurturing meaningful connections with friends, I am truly creating a life that is rich and vibrant. And although I may encounter disappointment along the way, I know that I have the strength to navigate through it and come out stronger on the other side.

  
  So, as I reflect on my growth and the lessons learned from disappointing dates, I am grateful for the person I have become. I have learned to embrace the journey of self-love and to prioritize my own happiness above all else. And with the guidance of YSM, I am reminded daily that I am deserving of love and respect. I am ready to continue on this path of self-discovery, knowing that when the right person comes along, they will complement the happiness I have already cultivated within myself. I have started exploring ways to potentially increase my sexual desire just in case the right person comes along and ignites that spark within me. Perhaps it's true that the right person creates the libido.
  In my research, I have come across many stories of women who have given up on dating altogether. And you know what? This program could be valuable to them too. It has the power to clear out old cobwebs of hurt and anger from past relationships. It allows one to make a conscious choice to embrace the joy of singlehood, or it may even lead to a change of heart and an open willingness to pursue love once again. The feedback we are receiving from listeners is simply incredible. Many are reporting better relationships with their spouses, less stress throughout the day, and an overall happier experience of life.
  The journey towards finding love and embracing oneself is a complex one, but with the right tools and mindset, it can be truly transformative. YSM has undoubtedly become a guiding light on my path to living a life filled with passion and purpose.

Old Ways

finding passion and purpose in your life.
Finding passion and purpose in life is a deeply fulfilling journey that requires self-reflection and exploration. It begins with identifying your unique strengths, values, and interests. Take the time to understand what excites and energizes you, what drives you, and what gives you a sense of fulfillment. Embrace curiosity and explore different areas of your life, trying new experiences and pushing past your comfort zone. Pay attention to the activities that ignite a spark within you, where time seems to fly by naturally. Once you have discovered what brings you joy and purpose, align your life and goals accordingly. Embrace your passions wholeheartedly, incorporating them into your career, relationships, and daily life. Remember, finding passion and purpose is an ongoing process, and it requires openness, self-awareness, and the courage to follow your heart. With dedication and determination, you can live a life guided by passion and infused with purpose.

Many Frogs, Avoiding the Kiss

I have undergone some positive changes in my approach to dating and my self-worth. I am no longer forcing a fit and are more discerning about who I choose to date,b and I am not accepting sexual advances too soon because I know that can’t be real love. Before this program I would take an interest in someone who is just obviously on the make. Not anymore. It's a sign of personal growth and an increased sense of self-worth.

My experience of listening to a recording while asleep and feeling more alert and motivated afterward is interesting. While it might be a coincidence, some people do find that subliminal messages or positive affirmations played during sleep can have a subtle impact on their mindset and behavior. It could be a tool to support your personal development and maintain a positive outlook.

It's important to continue focusing on what feels right for me in my dating life and to prioritize my well-being and happiness. Keep myself free of entanglments that are not my soulmate. Dating should be an enjoyable and fulfilling experience, and it seems like I’m on the right path towards achieving that.

Your Love Magnet Results for Laura Banks.

My results are astonishing me. I listen every night or sometimes during the day, and I am extremely happy. I am completely emotionally detached from my past selfish relationship. I can't believe how I feel. It's just a sense of being completely free from my past relationships, having better self-value, and being open-hearted.

I am surrounded by many more potential connections to someone who could be my perfect match. I want to share this cautionary tale, ladies, you will attract more eligible bachelors, and some of them may not be suitable for a relationship. Trust me, if it works for you like it does for me, more men will show up and it's your choice to be cautious. Meet many potential perfect matches. You see, we have soulmates who aren't always forever.

I have two dates this weekend. After a few weeks of listening to Your Soulmate Magnet, I've had two significant interactions with men on dates. Prior to that, I hadn't had a decent date with any potential partner in nine months. It must be the audio program.

But how does it work? I believe we are like radio towers, sending out our unique signal to others. It's like changing a frequency, tuning into our higher consciousness by letting go of linear thinking and accessing our unconscious mind. When you access the real hurts, pain and injustices that live there through repeated processing of words to the brain combined with sound healing music and bi-naural beats, you can begin to shift your experience of the world. I AM CERTAIN OF THIS NOW. I have tried many modalities of healing and I never had a quick and profound shift just in feeling good. Period.

The people I am meeting, I am having a soulmate connection. Deep feelings of knowing him from before. Same birthdays. (That’s the sign of Twin Flame.) They say you must meet your twin flame before you meet your soulmate. Your soulmate is one out of 2,000 people. Remember, there are multiple soulmates. But my dates were fantastic lately. So much fun and such an ease. Am I pulling in more perfect people for me? I don’t know, but I can’t wait to see what happens with my dates this weekend.

How to Share Your Love Magnet Meditation and Hypnosis Program with Friends

Okay, now it’s starting to be funny. I cannot remember being this happy in my entire life. Just to say it all, as strange as it sounds, I am seeing pink and green light around me at my co-work space during the day and feel like my vibration, the energy coming from me is sending out a positive message, pulling in the right people, places and opportunities, with more synchronicity!

Changing subjects aburptly, we need to do some housework. If you have friend that wants to listen to the program (I need 20 volunteers to listen and to record their results with me) here are the rules.

• You can send the audio link to someone who is either seeking a soulmate or want more happiness, joy and self-worth.

• Send me in an email, their name and contact info. They must write me once a week with progress, or any huge breakthrus or breakdowns, call asap. I have found that this is a very powerful program, so we all need to proceed with caution.

• If they are in a relationship, proceed at their own risk. It will bring up what is missing to be worked on in your current relationship. I think it’s fine to listen while in a commited, wroking partnership, but be prepared to work on the relationsip if necessary, or move forward on your own.

• Your Soulmate Magnet is primary intended for mature women who would want to love again.

• I am at LauraBanks@aol.com. 352-552-1243.

Subliminal Program is Outrageous

I am currently in my third week of faithfully listening to Your Soulmate Magnet each evening, and the experiences I have encountered thus far continue to astound and fascinate me. It is absolutely mind-boggling to think that I have already met not just one, but two men who share an extraordinary connection with me. The first gentleman is undeniably my twin flame, as we possess an uncanny resemblance in our birthdays, a shared scar in the exact same location (which serves as a significant twin flame symbol), and an overwhelming chemical attraction. Similarly, the second man also exhibits a deep, profound bond that surpasses the ordinary. However, it is disheartening to acknowledge that neither of these remarkable individuals are currently unavailable.
In my pursuit for clarification, I sought the counsel of Marc Marshall, a close friend and the voice behind this remarkable program. He confirmed my suspicions by explaining that Your Soulmate Magnet deliberately casts a wide net of potential suitors, leaving it solely up to me to exercise caution and discernment. Marc conveyed that my heart center has opened up, rendering me more alluring to others. Thankfully, with age and wisdom on my side, I am no longer prone to succumb to any smooth talk or fleeting promises. It is vital to understand that while this program attracts others, it does not guarantee that every encounter will be with my soulmate. Consequently, I find myself grappling with conflicting emotions. On one hand, the profound sadness that once plagued me has dissipated since immersing myself in this audio series. On the other hand, I am still navigating the delicate balance between hoping to meet the one and confronting the possibility that these close encounters may not have the purest intentions.
The tape consistently emphasizes the importance of not actively seeking out the one, and I must admit that while I am still perusing online dating platforms, it is with significantly less intensity than before. I do hope that this change in approach does not inadvertently hinder the impact of the program, so I am considering reaching out to Marc for his guidance on the matter. Strangely, I currently carry myself with an air of being madly in love, an inexplicable and overwhelming sensation that fills me with a profound tranquility. It has led me to contemplate whether there may be additional benefits to this program, extending beyond the realm of love and into the realm of attracting positive connections within my business as well.

More of What I Want

I am all of a sudden meeting many more available, younger men interested in meeting me and finding me beautiful. Before this program, none of the men online appeared attractive to me. Now, I am getting more direct emails to meet and had my first date with someone I was very attracted to, more so than anyone in a long time. We have tremendous similarities, and the chemistry was palpable on the first date. Wee kissed and it was the best kiss I have had in…forever. I think I am definitely seeing a shift in getting real dates with real men that I could find appealing. People are going out their way to tell me I look beautiful. I don’t know if this date from this weekend will be the one but he got me excited again about life and my passions were awakened after nine months with just a kiss. Now when I listen to the program, the feeling I had with this man is creating a stronger feeling of a soulmate connection in my dreams. I think I am finally letting go of fears and resentments deep within me that have been running my life. I can’t believe that it is a coincidence that I have more attractive men reaching out to me online (younger) and one very hot date. All in the first two weeks of listening. Deep within me, I am in no rush because I know in my gut, a deep new feeling that my soulmate is coming. It’s just a matter of time and I don’t have to settle. A few weeks ago, it felt hopeless and depressing when I thought about love. That has shifted to feeling happy and no concerns at all about my future and love. I keep hearing new things in the program, like the white light coming out of my head, pink light in my body radiating out to fill a room and an all-knowing that I can love myself and feel beautiful. I must say, I got really dressed up for this date…and I was stunning. I haven’t felt attractive. Marc says if you keep listening to YSM, the results keep getting stronger and stronger.

Desire Has Increased to Find My Soulmate

I’m going on my second week of listening every day to Your Soulmate Magnet. All of a sudden, I am feeling a strong pull to connect with someone. I have not felt this in over nine months. It’s a palpable change. Many more possible date possibilities have appeared on the dating sites and are responding positively to me. Before this program, I would not find anyone attractive and there seemed to be no good prospects in Asheville Now, there are many. I still have that general sense of peace I did not have before. Within the process of this subliminal program, I am asked to see all my past relationships go by and then I say goodbye to them. Of course, very specific people are popping up that I must let go of and I think this is helping. The more times I listen, the more powerful the work gets. I feel the pink light within me at all times, radiating out to others. Something I did not expect, but I am getting money-making opportunities, too. Maybe when I release my shut-down heart around love, that opens up some kind of energetic pathway to increased financial gain, too. I use to really worry that I would be alone. That worry is gone. Now I am thinking this program is good for women who may not even be looking for a partner, but who just want to clear out the cobwebs of any past hurt around love and old relationships.

Continuing to See Progress

Such a shift away from any distress over meeting someone. I am more at peace being single than I can remember in long time. Still listening to the program and hearing new things each time. Seems to be getting more powerful. Feeling closer to people I simply interact with at work. More productive and centered at work. Got an offer to be a partner at my media agency. Does this cross over to becoming a magnet at work and with money? I look at men online but it’s different. I know in my gut that I will recognize my partner when I see him. Not concerned that I will miss out or that I will accidently pass up the wrong person. Very little urgency. The soulmate program said to stop looking. Even though I am still looking at photos of potential dates online, I am not truly fishing or pursuing. I am noticing that when I look, I am more present to my own self-worth, something that is a part of the program, and that I will never settle again for less than what I want.

Close to Day Ten - Newfound Sense of Self

I’m at around ten days and things are happening. I have been speaking with someone I met once but now on the phone for many months, in hopes of meeting one day. I will not reveal their name - will always protect third parties. But what I noticed was that I was able to ask him more questions regarding our future, away from any small talk.
It's interesting to observe how I am starting to feel stronger internally about meeting someone and letting go of the past. This newfound strength is allowing me to speak my mind. I took the initiative to tell him that I needed to know about his love for travel, his plans for the upcoming year, and his level of interest in me.
I was pleasantly surprised when he expressed a strong interest in me during our conversation. This experience has made me realize that I am getting more in tune with my needs and my ability to communicate them. It's a departure from my usual approach to dating, where I tend to go along with whatever the other person says and let them dictate the pace of the relationship.
By actively asking for what I wanted from him, I gained more clarity for myself, regardless of what happens with this particular person. My ideal partner would be someone who enjoys taking short but nice trips once every couple of months, values financial security, and shares my desire to be a snowbird, splitting our time between Florida and North Carolina.

I still feel a much stronger sense of relaxation and tranquility when I take a break from incessantly scrolling through online dating profiles. It's as if the weight of expectation is lifted off my shoulders, allowing me to truly savor the present moment. But there's more to this practice than meets the eye - it's not just for single individuals searching for their perfect match.
Even if you're happily married, this approach can be incredibly beneficial. You may wonder, why would I listen to this? Well, let me shed some light on the matter. By engaging in the Soulmate Magnet Program, you can actually strengthen the bond with your current partner, drawing you both closer together. It serves as a reminder that the person you're committed to is the one you've chosen and that there's something special about your connection.
When the tape guides you to visualize your soulmate standing before you, try seeing your current partner in that position. It's a powerful exercise that magnifies the qualities and love you already share. Moreover, it's an opportunity to heal any past wounds or unresolved issues from previous relationships, allowing you to fully embrace the present and create a deeper emotional connection with your spouse.
So, whether you're single and searching or happily partnered, the Soulmate Magnet Program has the potential to transform your perspective and bring you even closer to the person you love. Take this chance to let go of lingering doubts or insecurities, and open yourself up to a renewed sense of closeness in your relationship.

I continue to feel so much better, both physically and emotionally, when I embrace my solitude. It's a beautiful sense of being intentionally alone on weekends, allowing myself the freedom to indulge in activities that nourish my soul. As the days unfold, I find myself surrounded by a vibrant social circle at work, engaging in fulfilling conversations and sharing laughter. The best part is, even when I'm physically alone, there's this inexplicable feeling that someone is right beside me, offering their silent support. It's as if their energy resonates deep within my being, providing an undying reassurance that I am never truly alone. In those moments of quiet self-reflection, I speak affirmations into the universe, reminding myself that I deserve profound love and the security of a soulmate who is already by my side, even though I may not have met them in the physical realm. With each passing day, I grow more certain that my heart will eventually find its perfect match, an unwavering presence that will envelop me in a love so pure and true, making me feel safe, cherished, and complete.

First Week of Listening to My Soulmate Meditation

Houston, we have lift off. It's official. I'm embarking on a new adventure with my blog, The Wrath of Blonde, where I will fearlessly venture into the realm of love, allowing myself to let go of my barriers in the pursuit of true connections and the possibility of meeting my soulmate. This isn't my first attempt at exposing my vulnerable heart to the world. From the Manhattan Dating Project documented on my IMDB page to my published book, Love Online, where I fearlessly shared intimate emails on Love@AOL, I have always been brave enough to share my journey. However, this time, it feels different, more profound. I've taken the plunge into an inner journey of self-discovery. Well, at least that's what I thought in the beginning. But honestly, who am I trying to fool? What have I gotten myself into? Lately, I've immersed myself in a nightly meditation program called "The Soulmate Compass," where I hope to reprogram my brain to open up to love. It's my personal program, tailored to guide me on this extraordinary quest. So, here I am, ready to embrace the unknown and follow my soul's magnetic pull towards a love that is meant for me. The journey begins, and I can't wait to see where it takes me.

Welcome to September, 2021. What a long, strange trip it's been.

I accidently walked into a “hot set” and ended up in a scene in a movie! Life imitating art! At its best! I’ve always wanted to stumble into a scene and end up in a film. like Peter O’Toole’s “Stuntman”.

Yesterday a cre showed up at my house and we filmed a movie, about the movies of 1982, with one of those films being Star Trek II! I shared about my love for the stars and planets and how much I enjoyed the astrology tie is!

Yes, I did navigate a spaceship in Star TrekII, the Wrath of Khan. Paramount. 40th Anniversary – possible appearance work. Filming the movie No Vacancy, as cast and crew, and also filmed a documentary for film festivals talking about the making of Star Trek. About a week ago, I was interviewed for a book about Star Trek II, published by Paramount and written by two college professors who know everything about the movie! Getting lots of casting interest via online casting channels. Can’t keep up with the interest for my work in films, TV and commercials. Was up for a co-starring role in a Hallmark film in Connecticut in June. Podcast going strong: Zodiac Magic, produced by Radio America, one of the most successful radio syndicators in the U.S. Was designated as a World Trade Center terrorist attack victim survivor. I was at 911 for weeks after the incident. The Dept of Justice registers me as a victim of a war crime. Amazing, in my films like Star Trek or Wheels of Fire, I was at war. And I am born on the sign of the warrior, Aries.

As We Enter the Age of Aquarius

As bad as it all looks, it is actually good in a paradoxical way. We find ourselves transitioning from the disciplined and structured nature of Capricorn to the seemingly chaotic yet harmonious energy of Aquarius. It is early 2021, and the task at hand is to rebuild ourselves and our lives amidst the relentless grip of the Covid pandemic that continues to wreak havoc on our daily existence. However, instead of succumbing to despair, we must focus on the opportunity to rebuild. The harder we work now, the greater the reward awaiting us on the other side. Undoubtedly, we cannot ignore the overwhelming sense of depression brought upon us by this crisis. We are still grappling with isolation and the disheartening state of politics, which has managed to polarize even the closest of neighbors. It is crucial to stay informed about what is happening in the world, but it is equally vital to prioritize our own needs and well-being in these unprecedented and challenging times. Let us all strive to create a sense of comfort and belonging, transforming our living spaces into sanctuaries that offer solace amidst the trials and tribulations of our generation and those yet to come.

Aries: Be the leader, step up, show courage.

Taurus: Keep us feeling nurtured and supported and be the rock that you are.

Gemini: Connect us together with your Mercurial understanding of words, which create deeds.

Cancer: Keep building a foundation of house and home we can all come home, too. Sometimes that is within ourselves.

Leo: Show us fun and play with the children and the child within. Fix your broken spirit with laughter and theatrics that make us all shine.

Virgo: You can piece us back together using laser-vision on the specifics of day to day life, which is a force of healing on us all.

Libra: Remember to truly love and forgive or leave and let go. No middle. Put connection with those you love as as the most important element of existence.

Scorpio: Feel how hard this has been. Don’t cut yourself off from the upset and frustration of a job loss, a broken relationship or sadness over so many deaths. But show us all how the Phoenix always rises from the ashes.

Sagittarius: Remind us that the accidental tourist and get off the couch, put the book down, and go out into the world soon. And boy, oh boy, won’t that a remarkedly educational experience. And fun, too.

Capricorn: Rebuild the company you run and make sure your team is fed and happy. Be an example of how hard work pays off and we all have the discipline to reconstruct our lives from the ground up.

Aquarius: Lead us toward brotherhood and strong choices to help our neighbors, friends and enemies. We are all one. New ideas and scientific inventions must flow forth.

Pisces: The empath, his heart has been busted wide open to feel the suffering and need of others. Take the mega-doses of absorbed subconscious knowledge, pain and sheer awareness you have and be the light and they way for others. We are coming out of the darkness by the fall.

Medical Astrology

Medical Astrology is a fascinating field that delves into the intricate connection between the zodiac signs and specific body parts. It offers a unique perspective on how various celestial energies may influence our physical well-being. In this discipline, each zodiac sign is believed to have dominion over a particular body area, establishing an intriguing link between astrology and anatomy. For instance, Taurus is said to rule over the delicate throat and neck, while Gemini governs the versatile arms, lungs, and hands. Moving down the zodiac wheel, we find Cancer as the ruler of the nurturing breasts and chest, and Leo as the overseer of the resilient heart and upper back. Virgo steps in to govern the intricate workings of the stomach and digestive system, while Libra takes charge of the hips, kidney area, and lower back. Scorpio, with its intense energy, governs the enigmatic territory of the genitalia and reproductive system. Sagittarius, on the other hand, governs the strong and adventurous thighs and legs, while Capricorn maintains authority over the reliable knees and supporting bones. Aquarius, the visionary of the zodiac, tends to the often forgotten ankles. Lastly, Pisces, the sign associated with intuition, takes care of the sensitive and poetic feet. Understanding these correspondences can provide us with valuable insights into our physical vulnerabilities and strengths, and empower us to take a more holistic approach to our health and well-being.

There are signs of many countries

The World of Astrology

When it comes to astrological signs, each country seems to have its own unique identity. Great Britain and the United Kingdom resonate with the determined and hardworking energy of Capricorn. Meanwhile, England embraces the adventurous spirit of Sagittarius, while Wales hints at a potential Pisces influence. Ireland, on the other hand, shares qualities with both Sagittarius and Pisces, reflecting its diverse nature.
Moving on to France, the country radiates the confident and charismatic energy of Leo, but with shades of Cancer, Scorpio, and Libra intertwined. Germany embodies the fiery and driven attributes of Aries and the practicality of Virgo. Belgium exudes balance and harmony, much like the sign of Libra, while the Netherlands combines the disciplined nature of Capricorn with the progressive and creative energy of Aquarius.
Italy, known for its rich culture and history, resonates with the duality of Gemini. Spain shines with the fiery and adventurous spirit of Sagittarius, while Sweden embraces the independent and humanitarian qualities of Aquarius. Norway, on the other hand, embodies the organized and practical traits of Virgo. Poland shares a similar essence, possibly aligning with the diligent and analytical sign of Virgo.
As we venture into Greece, the country's deep-rooted traditions and emotional nature hint at a possible connection with Cancer. Russia, on the other hand, seems to be influenced by the intense and determined energy of both Scorpio and Taurus. Turkey displays a blend of Cancer and Leo, reflecting its passionate and warm-hearted nature. Israel, in its astrological makeup, combines the nurturing qualities of Cancer with the independent and intellectual attributes of Aquarius.
When it comes to Arabia, Scorpio seems to be a prevailing energy, representing its deep and transformative nature. Iran, on the other hand, radiates the proud and confident energy of Leo. India's astrological landscape is as diverse as its culture, with shades of Capricorn emerging from its caste system, alongside the free-spirited influences of Sagittarius and Pisces.
China, a country with a rich history and deep-rooted traditions, embodies the reliable and determined qualities of Taurus. Tibet, on the other hand, exudes the compassionate and imaginative energy of Pisces, with hints of Scorpio and Capricorn intertwined. Japan, renowned for its fusion of tradition and innovation, resonates with the intense and focused energy of Scorpio, the disciplined nature of Capricorn, and the progressive qualities of Aquarius.
Crossing the oceans to Australia, we find the pioneering and adventurous spirit of Aries, symbolizing the country's vibrant and bold nature. On the other side of the world, the United States embraces the nurturing and sensitive energy of Cancer, with a dash of Sagittarius rising, adding a touch of wanderlust and expansiveness to its identity. Mexico, known for its passionate and vibrant culture, shares qualities with the intense and transformative energy of Scorpio. Finally, Brazil thrives in its connection with the earthly and sensual essence of Taurus.
Each country's astrological composition adds a distinctive layer to its cultural fabric, creating a tapestry of diverse energies and influences that shapes its identity. Just as each individual possesses a unique birth chart, so too do these countries reflect a blend of astrological traits that contribute to their collective character.